Saturday, November 01, 2003

I'm not that much into parties...
but when I attend or am involved with one, I ususally fail.

I think I put too much emphasis on wanting everyone to have a good time and to enjoy what is going on, that I don't sit back and enjoy it for myself.

I get all worked up and pissed off that I can't bring myself back to 'party' mode.
Then I do things like leave in a trail of burning rubber... (sorry, that was an asshole move...)
or worse... If it's a party at my house... I'll just pop some earplugs in and go to bed, wishing everyone the hell out of my house.

Oh, and for the record, I'm not mad at anyone except for maybe me.

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